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[October 15th 2009 - 06:59 am] |
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i'm pist! i went from having a 90% on my developmental psych class to a 79%. fucken test! got 74% and missed some classwork. i cannot get anything lower than a b, otherwise i get kicked out of my program. i'm over school, but im mostly beyond working.
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[October 5th 2009 - 10:20 pm] |
i'm upset, i literraly (haha) found my dream home right near my house (glendale:la crescenta) and i can't move in. for 2300 a month. 3 bedrooms, 1 bath, a huge garden, a creak right around the corner, dogs allowed, in the middle of a forested mountain, i can't move in. my parents are in no condition to move out. my sister who i could easily get roommates with (joyce) doesn't have a job. i swear, i have fallen i love..with a house. i'm fucken pathetic!
( more pictures of what i'm letting go of... )
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[October 4th 2009 - 12:25 am] |
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arcade fire: neon fire |
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i watched whip it today and i thought it was really good! for once, ellen page wasn't annoying. now i'm off to start studying (doesn't make sense to do so @ 12:26am but not sleepy for once) flea market tomorrow!!
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[June 21st 2009 - 09:50 pm] |
happy father's day
mine's at work :[
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[June 13th 2009 - 11:10 pm] |
pictures to come...
top chef w/ fabio & hosea
stef's senior prom
hiking topanga canyon
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[June 10th 2009 - 08:55 am] |
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some things just stay the same.
i might watch away we go tonight
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[June 3rd 2009 - 12:55 pm] |
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the decemberists: o valencia! |
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i've been a bad friend.sorry.but my macbook crashed and the guy was the best and nicest person he could be and gave me a brand new hard drive and keyboard all for free even with an expired warranty. thank you julian wherever you are right now. so point being i was left without a computer.i have to now restore all my music and all my pictures are gone except for those on flickr and a couple on my digital camera. sorry that was just a rant. DO NOT READ ABOVE.
i'm off tomorrow until saturday to simi where i have retreat for the orientation program i'm in.i'm excited because it's different but this year i don't have my go-to person.she's off to japan and argentina. so basically i'm there with a lot of people but i'm there alone.there's some talent show that we have to participate in and since my 'talents' would not be understood by these people, i'll just play my tambourine while these two girls belly dance.i probably won't end up doing anything.anyway, i'm definitely taking some disposables, just because digital kind of takes away the moment.
i'm off until saturday.i'm trying to keep up with what's going on in your lives.i read every single entry you guys post fyi.have a good day.
for those in southern california,LA area, anybody know of a small tattoo shop that has nice employees that wouldn't be snobby towards three childhood friends getting random shapes tattooed?
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[May 12th 2009 - 04:39 pm] |
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i'd rather be reading american psycho than freaking out on three finals for thursday. that by the, way i have not even opened the book. i hate school
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[May 7th 2009 - 08:32 pm] |
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so last thursday my psych. professor decided to place us under hypnosis. he's a clinical psychologist, professor, musician, pot-head, image consultant, and licensed hypnotist. yah man that guy is totally awesome. anyways, so he played this 'music' that was just to induce the experience. it was microwave, heart-pounding beating. he spoke to us and so we went. it was by far the best thing i have ever gone through, it was truly an outer body experience. so with this, he would say things to us to get into it. it started with me laying down in the middle of a wheat field in topanga canyon. and it was daylight half way up, but then the sky was complete dark where i got to see stars and cosmos and everything. he then told us to go into a 'cave'. my 'cave'. my dark hole was THE vanishing point in the woods where mist was just a collective force.but a positive one.
so at some point in my protective hole a white beautiful horse appeared very 'neverending story' dog but it was a horse. where i was just small, vulnerable, and delicate. completely unlike me, it definitely means something. so to continue, the white horse took me to topanga canyon, but then back to my vanishing point. at that vanishing point, there was even more mist. where i met this 'shaman' as my professor was telling us to meet one. of which i met, but my shaman was me but when i was 5 years-old. no lie, it freaked me out cause it was so vivid i could see my shiny curly hair and wearing my beauty and the best outfit that i wore on my 4-year birthday party. that of which i hold so dear and vivd because it was my last good strong memory with grandma who passed about a year later. anyways, my 4 year-old self whispered to my current self to not worry and things are okay and to remind myself that i really want it so i'll get it at some point. it was so weird!! and all of a sudden, my physical self saw my hypnosis current self with such a vivid aura after my 'shaman' told me that. it was soo trippy. we were finally 'awoken' and i knew exactly that i had 'seen' but it was like i was just waking up from an actual nap. i seriously keep thinking and picturing myself and my shaman for some reason. i don't know i really need to look deeper into this.
just thought i would share, thought it's too long to read so i would understand disinterest.
foto via flickr : Bruno Misseeuw
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